Such a sad month.

This has been a strange month.  Not long ago a friend's four month baby passed away from SIDS, and yesterday my beautiful cousin's husband passed away after falling from his bicycle.  They have three little kids who won't have their daddy as they grow up.  I feel sick.  I hate that I live in a world where innocent babies and daddies die for no good reason.  I hate it, and I don't get it.